you still love me
2003-05-31 / 12:10 a.m.

I was checking my sitemeter and was surprised to find people still come here every so often. One visitor a day isn't too bad when you haven't updated in a long time.

Everything and everyone is irritating me at work. I no longer enjoy being there. If I had balls I'd leave. But as it is I'm stuck with a vagina, a pussy when it comes to dealing with the outside world.

So many things I dislike about myself. Just let me hide. You'd never know how good I've had it by the things I say in here sometimes.

I've bitched enough for now. Can't say I feel better for it, but it was pleasure, as always, offering up a glimpse of my so called life. Hey, wasn't that a tv show?