monthly update
2003-02-20 / 7:47 p.m.

I let my gold membership lapse. Nobody wanted to see a picture of my feet or Thugs meatless meatloaf anyways.

I've been working my ass off. I'm beginning to hate my job...and it's only going to get worse. I swear to God I'm ready to scream.

Thug got a new job until his other job figures out what to do with him. I also found nitroglycerin tabs in his nightstand. Of course I ask him about it and he tells me he's still having chest pains that also radiate up and down his left arm. I'm too young to be a widow.

He feels awful that we've had to cut back on so many things. He wants me to be able to buy whatever I want again. HAHAHAHA Like I ever went out spending like a crazy fool. Yeah, well it was nice to know I could if I wanted to.

I've cut back on chatting. I've said that before, haven't I? Very rarely do I turn on MSN or Yahoo. I'm pretty sure my boss knows I spend the majority of the time screwing off.

I'm trying to be the good little worker and the good little wifey. So how am I doing so far?