update! update!
2002-09-23 / 8:23 a.m.

I haven't chatted on MSN, Yahoo or AIM in forever. I still read my favorite diaries but not as often. I want to... I just can't.

We had this little bank problem this weekend and so we went to the bank to clear it up. Thug asks for a printout of our stuff.

Do you see where this is going?

The second deduction at the top was CELLULAR PHONE. Funny that it didn't say Verizon. Yeah, ok it's my fault that I didn't use cash and pay in person.

He says "What's this cellular thing?"

I looked at him and said "You know what it is".

"You have a cell phone?" he says.

Blah blah, he's not mad. I told him it gave me piece of mind and that I'd gotten it from the office dickhead a couple of months ago.

Things will be ok. However he does want to get me a $20 emergency AAA phone. I told him I like mine just fine.

And in other news...Thug is having what he thinks is a nervous breakdown. He's spoke to a couselor at the hospital and is making an appointment with a psychiatrist there and another appointment with a counselor elsewhere. This is a major deal for this big tough man.

Last night he was a dickhead. I'm trying to be understanding but it hurts when he jumps at me. Now he knows what it feels like when I'm having one of my attacks. From now on he might be a little more understanding. I hope.