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2002-07-17 / 1:33 p.m.

I keep forgetting the Disneyland trip coming up. I really am excited about. Tonight Booger has a full dress rehersal...yay exciting.

I heard my fathers dog had to be put down last week. I heard he cried. I'm sorry I can't feel bad for him. I think everything I had for him is gone. How sad, yet I don't feel it.

My grandmother's been moved into a nursing home so I'll have to go see her. I know if I don't I'll feel guilty about it later. Mom says she asked about Booger and me. She's also gotten forgetfull. My way cool grandma.

I wish I wasn't this way with family. Especially when someone is sick, I tend to run from them. It's shameful really.

I haven't been taking my prozac, only once yesterday, before that it had been a few weeks.

The anxiety attacks have gotten better tho, except yesterday I got to the store, almost got out but changed my mind. Afraid. But it's gotten alot better and I'm happy for that.