she made me wear a dress
2002-06-09 / 8:14 p.m.

My cousins wedding, I hate weddings. I have to admit this one wasn't so bad. This marriage might actually work.

Mom bought me a dress after hounding me all week to go out and buy something new. I said I hate buying dresses because I wear them once and there they hang in the closet forever. I won't take them to goodwill. All I think about is how much I paid for them and hell no am I going to give it away like that.

Stupid, I know.

So the dress...Thug said it made me look fatter. Did you catch that? Not fat, but FATTER. Ok, that settled that. I ended up wearing a dress my sister gave me about 3 years ago.

I didn't get drunk like the bride wanted me to. Since the last wedding we attended together, she thinks I'm a party animal.

Yeah, right.

I have nothing to do but bitch today and I'd rather not waste time doing it.

GS is supposed to call me later this evening on the secret cell phone. He may have already. I must check and see.

I might get some tonight :)

I feel lucky. True, the last week has been nasty. But still I feel lucky.

Did I forget to mention I got him to piss me off, thus creating a reason to end it? I was doing ok with not speaking to him until he asked me if I wanted to go to his family reunion back east in July.

Give me a break.

I'm going to check my phone, see if he's called. If not, I'll read a book, listen to the radio and wait.