he's gonna catch on
2002-05-29 / 3:22 p.m.

Two hours on the phone with GS last night. Too early in the day for phone sex and Thug was on his way home.

He's planning his next visit for the end of July or early August. I can't do it.

Note to self: must work on creating a situation...an argument, and have him totally be at fault. Something unforgivable.

No visits. Period.

Yay for Tylor he's found a temp job. A temp is better than nothing and sometimes they turn out to be fulltime. I hope his day went well.

I want him to stop caring so much about me. He can care, just not in the way he currently does. I'm not the same girl he remembers.

*sigh*

Today I find out if my sister can go with me to Disneyland for Boogers dance. She's asking their counselor today if she thinks it would be a good idea or not. I don't see how she'd think it was a problem. Mom is worried that he'll follow us down there. Yeah, I bet he will. They need time apart. He just doesn't get that. He wants to rent a room this weekend and have her stay with him. A "vacation" sort of. What a dumb ass.

hmmm... what else. I've insisted the house payment was mailed even tho I forgot. Thug won't leave it at that, he's pursuing it. What worries me is that I just mailed off a check for $98 to cover the secret cell phone bill. If there is a God, please don't let him see it and ask questions. This other company that was supposed to charge $9.99 for some law book charged our account $500 and he demanded they put it back. He'll be checking up on that also. Oh, and then there's the car insurance that went up to $3900 a year. yeah, he'll be checking up on that too.

I am so busted.