office prick
2002-05-14 / 1:21 p.m.

The office prick, after I told him AGAIN that my floor needs to be mopped, he came in here, swept, mopped, waxed and buffed. This took quite a while, a couple hours, and it did put me behind a little on my order. But my office floor is glossy and prettyful now. Well worth it, I'd say. He can be so damn lazy.

I spoke alot with the ex boyfriend this weekend. I have a feeling that will stop fairly soon. He's not comfortable with it.

I can't get a break with the friend thing, can I? Why is it so difficult for people to like me?

I get along with people at work but it never seems to go beyond that. I used to hang out with Monica outside of work but she's much younger and a little more wild than I cared for. I have to remember I'm 28, married and have a daughter. Must be responsible.

GS and I haven't talked since Saturday evening. We were online chatting when towards the end he asked if I was interested in getting naked. I said "I might be". Oh man... So I called him 20 minutes later, in bed and ready. It had been so long!

Afterwards I had to get up and get ready because my sister was coming over. We were going to do that sisterly bonding thing. We'd bought stuff to color our hair, something I hadn't done in a few years.

I'd like to be closer to her sometimes.

I understand this is a pretty busy time for GS at work but I still feel a little funny that he hasn't even written me once since that night.

It's like boinking the hell out of someone and leaving before the sun comes up.

I guess it's because he's a man and men naturally don't think that way. He's different but not that different.

I have to go get Booger at school and then come back.

Thug is buying a green gazebo for our new deck today. How exciting except that we were told we have to cover our new deck with carpet since it wasn't made out of redwood. Our front porch and back steps are redwood. Even tho our deck looks really great, Thug did a wonderful job, it still needs to be covered. That sucks. Here we go and do something to make our place look better and they want us to change it so it looks like cheap crap.

What kind of fucked up logic is that anyways?