oh looky here, an update!
2002-04-19 / 8:19 p.m.

When was the last time I updated? I don't remember.

I spent time on the phone with GS tonight and just about every day this week. Yay... I guess. I wanted him to get all snuggly in his bed and start talking to me in that "special" way. No such luck. He says he's tired and has to be up early to work on his house. Yeah right. But! I feel I'm getting close. Yes, oh so close. He could even call me tonight after he brushes his teeth, washes his face, takes out his contacts. He could call to say "I don't know... I just wanted to hear your voice again." He could say he misses me. He could start making those little noises like he does. Then he could start...

hmmm

He could. But chances are he won't. I came online right after we hung up just to see if he'd pop on. Or if he already was on. Nope, no GS here. Please please please call me!!!!!!

I swear that the next entry will be about something other than him.

I'll write sometime about the UPS man. Or have I already? He's a wacked little shit. Very wacked.

I'll talk about work. yay. I'll talk about my crazy ass brother in law who's still "stalking" my sister. It looks like it's not drugs but ADD. I really do hate labels like that. Everyone seems to be diagnosed with ADD these days. But even Thug, who read the symptoms, said to him "Hey, that's you!!!"

I can't imagine going 4 years without sex. Even if it's not so stellar, I just don't see how this happened.

Looking at my phone. Ring ring ring. Please ring damn it!

Geez I'm so tired.