number one no-no
2002-04-02 / 8:12 a.m.

This pain in the ass guy I work with, who's always stopping by to bug the heck out of me and use my phone because he has only a closet to claim as an office... well I showed him my feet picture. today. Why? I don't know. So now he says I'm freaky, as if he didn't know this already. The good thing is I'm really not all that bothered by what he thinks. I am a self proclaimed dork and proud of it... sometimes. Still, I broke my own rule and let someone I know see this journal.

Lot's of work today, if only I could stop playing around online. I'm somwhat paranoid that all the department heads think I'm completely worthless and I imagine they talk about me in their morning meetings. I know this is ridiculous of course, and it's not something I really believe is happening. But you'd think it would motivate me to stay clear of the computer and look a little more busy. That's not the case. I do what I have to. I help mom out and I help out when someone asks me. But the way people take advantage of others around here kind of ticks me off. So I'm bound and determined not to let that happen to me.

I wonder if GS is thinking of me.