crazy monday
2002-03-25 / 6:37 p.m.

Well it looks like GS is coming here on Friday. There's no way in hell I can see him. What a big mess I've gotten myself into.

Surprisingly my anxiety attacks have settled down some. Today was supposed to be the big first time psychologist meeting but she called in sick. That's Kaiser for you. They were supposed to call me back later to schedule a new time but naturally they didn't. Kaiser can really suck sometimes. I was relieved tho. But I need to get it done, I need to see why I'm so screwed up.

Booger had nowhere to go today so she ended up coming to work with me. My boss said it was ok, but still I didn't like having to do it. But I hardly saw her all day long because she hung out in the activities department most of the time. After I dropped her off at dance, I went back to work for another 45 minutes.

14 more weeks of this messed up schedule! Yiiiii !!!!!!

I think I've gained weight.